Friday, February 8, 2013

Motivation for over committed lifestyle

Exodus 30

I told Jerod the other day that I am stressed and anxious from being overcommitted, and he asked me about my motivation for saying "yes" to everything.

I think part of it is that I want people to like me.

I thought part of it was that I was fearful to lose my job.  But Jerod pointed out that I could probably get another job and still be able to provide for my family.

So, my temporary conclusion is that I am fearful of not getting tenure because I don't want people to think that I am a failure.

Heavenly Father, please help me understand why I compulsively overcommit.  Please purify my motivation for work.  I want to walk in the Spirit.  I love you, and I ask in the name of Jesus.

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