In our home group, we have been studying How to Hear God's Voice (Virkler), and two-way prayer journaling (i.e., writing down your conversations with God) is described in Chapter 5.
Gal. 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.
I tried it last Monday (Jun 5), hand-writing the conversation in a notebook, but I want to record it here since I think it is the first time that I have done something like this. Sometimes it is difficult to differentiate whether it is my thoughts or the Lord's thoughts, but I believe a conversation happened:
I have so many questions, Lord. Where to begin... I want to grow in conversation with you, and yet, I feel like I need to prioritize and limit my questions as if you may only answer a few. But I have all day with you. And all night, for that matter, since you can speak to me through my dreams. Thank you for your presence. Father, where does my anxiety come from? What predisposes me, causes me to be anxious, or makes vulnerable to anxiety? Please teach me about myself. I want to mature in the character of Jesus.
What in my life hinders or inhibits the development or expression of joy, peace, and self-control?
You have a false belief that God loves discipline more than having fun. Father is in a good mood. Jesus is joyful. Holy Spirit is adventurous. There is a difference between disciplined behavior due to fear of punishment versus Holy Spirit fruit of self-control.
How I treat my kids (boys, especially) is a window-glass into my soul. What am I angry about? What makes a person unnecessariliy (unrighteously) angry? An infraction against selfish pride.
Father, thank you for speaking with me. Please help me see in what aspects I am selfish and proud so that I can turn that over to you in humility. Jesus, I want my joy to be complete. Holy Spirit, help me grow in joy, peace, and self-control. I love you, and I pray in the name of Jesus.
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