John 4, Revelation 15
Monday I got an email from a Sister who had a family member who had a friend that was planning to have an abortion on Friday (today). She felt like the Lord was leading her to get involved and be willing to adopt this child. So, we have been praying for the Lord to work a miracle in this lady's heart to bring her to faith in Jesus Christ and to keep the baby. I have always believed abortion is wrong, but it is so painful when you know of a particular individual.
Tuesday afternoon one of my Brothers called me and told me that he had been unfaithful to his wife, and he confessed to her that evening. It's a mess. I really want to punch him in the face. But I've been where he is, so I just pray for him a lot. I pray that the Lord will break him and show him his sin in the light of the Cross - both the pain of God's holy wrath on Christ, and the forgiveness that we have because of it. I pray that the Lord will get a hold of him like he got hold of me. For some reason, it wasn't until I had totally screwed everything up that I really cried out for the Lord to rescue me. This situation has helped me remember the intensity of Brandi's pain and the magnitude of the Lord's work to lead her to forgive me and reconcile our marriage.
Wednesday I got an email from another Brother, and he told me that his thesis adviser told him the thesis committee wasn't going to let him defend his proposal this semester because they didn't think he was ready yet. I can imagine how crushed I would be. Even more tragically, his wife, who was several months pregnant in their first pregnancy, miscarried their first the same day.
So my heart has been pretty heavy this week. I pray Eph. 3:14-21 over these situations. May my focus always be on you, Lord.
Rev 15:3 And they were singing the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb:
"Great and marvelous are your works,
O Lord God, the Almighty.
Just and true are your ways,
O King of the nations.
4 Who will not fear you, Lord,
and glorify your name?
For you alone are holy.
All nations will come and worship before you,
for your righteous deeds have been revealed."
Heavenly Father, I love you. And I want to love you more. I want to enjoy you more every day. Lord, please give me spiritual eyes to see you so that I can be genuinely awestruck by you. Lord, would you please show your power in these situations. Lord, please show grace and mercy, and give peace. I pray that we will drink from the Living Water, and that you will flow through us for your glory. May your name be praised among the nations. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.